it’s been a hell of a last couple months. I have been struggling with my depression and my anger for quite some time. but the last couple months have just fucked me up more. my cat got hit by a car and was brought to me in a trash bag full of blood. soon after, the girl i love and i broke up over my depression. then, she threatened to kill herself all because i told her i wouldn’t just be seeing her when i got back to town. I couldn’t even talk to her after i found out she was alive and drinking with friends. then my best friend turns his back on me and tries to fight my dad, brother, and succeeded to fight me. my best friend grabbed me and threw me against a car and then he choked me out. we almost fucked up my whole family life.. he decided to try to protect me from shit that i didn’t even need protection from. the person i needed protection from was my best friend that had his hand around my throat and a bit of enjoyment in his eyes. It killed me when i saw enjoyment in his face. a week went by and i ran every bit of that night in my head. and i blamed it on him being drunk. next thing i know we are in the middle of a park and he is screaming in my face and got violent again. tried to get me to key his eye out. he grabbed me and tried to get me to key his eye out. after all of that, i went to give him a ride back home from school, and he made it so i couldn’t see while i was on the highway. I had to pull over the car. he got out and started walking, in that moment, i knew our friendship was done. that him and i would never be the same. after that, my mom left to Bakersfield to figure out our move there, and since she has been there, i have barely heard from her. she is so happy there. i’ve been sitting at my house with two of my friends who are driving me crazy. all i hear from my living room is complaining and complaining. then the next thing i know my house is covered in dirt and beer cans and dishes.
why the fuck are all these things happening? why can’t things just go easier.
Never waste your time trying to explain who you are to people who are committed to misunderstanding you.
– Unknown (via we-are-meant-to-thrive)(Source: trulyquotable)
Via Never Enough Drugs, Never Enough Love
About me
Holly.
20. Lesbian. Many people tell me I have a huge heart. My passion is to help people. Give them advice, listen to what they have to say, just help them in anyway I can.
Movies, music, and smiles are my life.
Well, its nice to meet you.
Memories.
Favorite Quotes.
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